Sunday, January 15, 2017

A Peek At What’s Going To Just Keep On Happening

I just heard a republican from Minnesota interviewed on NPR Week End Edition Sunday.

It didn’t take long to divine the shape of things to come.

There will be no changes; the republican template for talking about what to do about all the things that are wrong with the United States remains the same:

Assert without basis a frame for the issue.

Insert lie one.

Insert lie two.

Beg the question (offer as proof that which bears proof and hasn’t had any such proof).

Re- assert – now with basis – (got away with it already, right?) the previously asserted frame.

Insert lie three.

Insert lie four.

Decry the democrats for not having worked with the republicans for the last eight years (new issue just framed).

Jovially state that of course the republicans look forward to working with the Democrats (lie number five).

Decry the press for framing all issues in favor of the Democrats.

Summarize with a summary frame.

Insert lie six.

Insert lie seven.

Say how nice it has been talking to the press (lie eight).

Exit stage right.

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

The Great News Conference That Wasn’t

As the long awaited and long promised new conference began to unfold today I had the following thoughts.

Last night we heard a President talk about an America he wishes existed; I so wish also; but that America does not exist; the real America is the one that is allowing the conduct of a farce such as that currently underway.

And that America thinks truth is being told, facts are being proffered, and questions are being answered.

That America are fans of fiction and they are getting it in mass doses.

And since we can't hear the questions being asked, the answers are meaningless..

All that is going on is that trump gets to invent lies to answer questions we can't hear.

We know they are lies due to their source; we just don’t know what they are lying about.

I am not surprised, just appalled.

But in the big picture, I guess once we have moved to an all fiction, all lies government and world view, it really doesn’t matter.

We are so fucked no matter how you look at it.

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

As If I Were Still In Paris: The First President Again

Today was very good.

I had a great breakfast. I sliced some mushrooms, shallots and zucchini really thin and then sliced the very thin cross sections of each into little ribbons. I had quite a lot of them. What those ingredients lacked in individual bulk, they made up for in aggregate volume.

And that was the plan.

I had an idea that a large quantity of very thinly sliced vegetable things, if seared in that brief, hot covered process that I find myself using in more and more ways, would constitute a wonderful flavor base for an omelet.

Once those things had been seared, and while they were still extremely hot, I poured in the beaten eggs (three eggs with some fromage Blanc added and beaten to a froth) and started pushing and lifting the combined components, letting the egg mixture form a pan shaped disk of nearly cooked egg. Then I covered it at low heat to let the top of the eggs steam to being more or less done. I don’t like runny omelets, and the steam cooks the top without browning it. Flipping the disk cooks the other side, but browns it.

I think that is too cooked and not very artistic.

Then I folded the egg disk in half onto a warmed plate and, with some fresh baguette, a banana, a dish of fromage Blanc, a glass of orange juice and a cup of coffee, had a great breakfast.

The rest of the day turned out equally well.  I got to the street uncharacteristically early at about 10h30.

It was clear and sunny and picture taking was at its best. The crowds were down in size so walking was more pleasant than at times of maximum tourist congestion. I walked and walked and walked. I really didn’t pay much attention to where I was, had been or was going, so I had the adventure of seeing some new things. And I spent much longer at the walking than I would usually have done – somewhere near six hours. And toward the end of those six hours I was really hungry.

So I stopped when I got back to Rue de Rennes at Café du Métro for wine and onion soup. That supplied the energy for another hour of walking, looping back from Café du Métro, past Invalides and on to Avenue Rapp where I cut back to the river, past Pont d’Alma and back to Pont St-Michel.

By then Le Départ looked pretty good. And in pichet de rosé looked even better.

So I got back to the apartment much later than usual, much past dark, and more tired and more relaxed than usual.

A little glass of calvados seemed to be just the thing to celebrate the end of a great day.

I settled onto the couch and sipped the calvados and stared blankly at the dark screen of the television.

I may have drifted into entry level sleep or I may have accidentally dropped into a state of self hypnosis – there was a soft dripping from the slightly faulty toilet coupled with an unusual intermittent pulse of light coming in the casement. That light cast patterns across the space of the apartment in the gloom of the advancing evening. Either or both of those phenomena – the drip and the light - could have doused my hypnosis-prone consciousness into a state of almost, but not quite, being somewhere other than where I thought that I was.

Or I may have had some other sort of not-normal experience. I have a few times experienced a state that appeared, as I analyzed it later, to have been death, but which had not caused me to fade from existence. Or it could have been any of the - I expect there must be - infinite number of other states of existence or near existence that living creatures must slip in and out of upon occasion.

From this state - whatever it may have been - after some lapse of – dare I say, time - I found myself to be roused, or at least so I thought at the time.

I gradually became aware of, on the floor, an oddly oscillating pool of light that seemed as if it must somehow be related to the pulsing light, which, in unison with the dripping toilet, may have put me into my then-newly-emerged-from state.

But in opposition to that apparent accounting of its genesis, that light on the floor seemed markedly different from that outside source of hypnotic pulsing.

It was more of a static multi-colored mixture than an on and off blinking illumination. It had great similarity to that light that seems to exist behind the door outside my apartment.

In the center of it was the mouse.

I was pretty sure that this had happened at least once before.

But I wasn’t sure.

But as far as the mouse was concerned, I was absolutely sure of something.

Croissants and baguettes are enormous sources of crumbs. Unless one runs the vacuum every day after breakfast – which I do not - one quickly produces quite a scattering of, what - I now could see to be the case - mouse food. The creature was oblivious to my presence. It sat on its haunches – I had never seen a mouse do that except in Disney movies – and happily shoved crumb after crumb into its mouth. I also had never seen a mouse use its paws as hands, but this one was using its paws as hands. I also swear I thought I heard it softly humming a rather catchy, almost familiar tune.

Could it be “Green Sleeves”?

For a mouse, he was pretty baritone; that was a surprise.

I kept deadly silent.

This was such an interesting scene that I just wanted to sit and absorb it for awhile.

The mouse finished a crumb, wiped its mouth – again its paw/hand being deployed in a human-like manner - and, looking at me, said, “I have brought a guest this time; again, this time I should say.”

I responded, “Who?”  (All the other times Jacques has come to see me he has been alone and with messages about Adrianna; so I was very interested who might be the guest; but I also thought I remembered that he had been with me not many years ago with a similar message.) 

So I waited with interest to see what he would say next.

The mouse straightened up from its rather hunched over posture on its haunches, stretched its front legs – I almost said arms – toward the ceiling, emitted that happy kind of sound that humans make when they have just had a good stretch, and brought its arms – I mean front legs - back to what I would call its lap if it were human; it looked at me for a moment. The look, I swear, projected a sense of friendliness and familiarity, combined with something else. Could that something else have been mild disgust? Do mice have that emotion to be registered in their facial expressions? Do mice have facial expressions?

“We call him Le President, just as we did the last time” he replied.

“But this time he wants to talk to you about a comrade in arms”.

And he looked at me as he always does; he looked at me as if he expected me to respond in some meaningful way just as he did the first time he appeared to me and said:  “you know that she is waiting for you, don’t you?” and “You have always called her Adrianna”.

“Great”, I thought to myself. “This time he is bringing exhibit B, ( although last time, with exhibit A we were in a pretty confused state until “Le president” said “you’re shitting me”; so I don’t have to play our usual game of twenty questions” I thought to myself. 

But I kept that thought to myself and waited to see what was going to happen next.

I have had by now so many encounters with Jacques in his various forms – mouse, dog and house sparrow – that I no longer doubt his existence nor do I any longer question his oblique methods of getting to his various points.

So, when he continued mute I reciprocated in kind.

Jacques finally broke the silence.

Again, this time, there has been a change of plan.  I need to take you to him.”

“How are you going to do that.”

“The way I got here; are you impervious to learning about how things work?”

And before I could even think of a reply, let alone vocalize one, I was elsewhere.  Jacques stood next to me in a huge room with a table in its center and people seated at the table.

A doorman said to Jacques “Pardon me sir, who is your guest?”

“Noel from the Twenty First Century.”

“Ah, yes – they are so fucked.”

“Just so.”

“So take your seats in the chairs set out for the observers.  The meeting is just starting.”

And we seated ourselves and a voice rang out in-assisted by electronic amplification; I began to recall having been here before.

“Who called this meeting?”

Just like before – everything. 

The speaker was hunched over his writing desk set off to the side, as were our observer chairs – unlike almost all of the other Leaders he eschewed a place at the huge narrow, but, it seemed, infinitely long, rectangular table that filled the meeting room (although there were a few others who chose his type of workspace) – and he had just dipped his quill into his pot of ink when word had arrived that a meeting had been called.

He was fairly short and dumpy, and was bald at the major central part of his head, the baldness being compensated by flowing locks down below the crown of his pate; it was a genuinely eighteenth century look.


“I think it was The President” a short, trim fellow in the uniform of eighteenth century artillery general’s uniform replied.

(Actually, he said something such as “je pense il etait le president”, and that statement was uttered with a heavy Corsican accent.  But this apparently was a post-life group, and language had become subliminally understandable to all of its members.)

As if in support of that assertion, a very tall, very dignified man in a blue revolutionary war American uniform entered the room.

He had apparently heard the question - and the answer - because he said “ It has been coming to us that that which we had expected to happen in only a few years and that which Thomas had always said was necessary for the refreshment of our society - that we tear up the document and start over – has finally after much longer than we had thought has begun to happen”.

“Therefore, as a member of this Council – we being an aggregate of equals – The council of The Leaders, I have asked for a plenary session to summon a representative from the Twenty First Century (a mild rumble of sound accompanied the mention of that century) to explain the problem so that we may rectify it. But I need to add that a blueprint for such rectification has just been offered by the 44th holder of the office that I once held; and it is comprehensive, and it is elegant, and it is fair and just and American.; and it is threatened by his successor,who is  my forty fifth successor; and that threat must not stand.”

“We must act.”

“Here, Here” was the rising cry as the members took their seats, or in a few cases, their writing desks and prepared to discuss what should be done.

“Since you all know my discomfort with extensive public speaking, I ask that you allow me to delegate leadership of the discussion” said The President.

Since the Council of Leaders was, as The President had previously said, a council of equals, anyone could call a session, and the protocol followed that he, or she who called the meeting, chaired the meeting, and led any discussion that the meeting generated. 

But that protocol also allowed for unusual cases to accommodate members’ unique requirements.  It allowed the delegation of a meeting’s leadership in special cases. 

This was one of those cases.  The President was not a speaker; he was a leader.  And he accomplished the things he accomplished through his influence on others, not on his rhetoric.

So the protocol was invoked.

The protocol said that once such a delegation request had been made, it followed that there would be an automatic and proforma unanimous agreement by vocal acclamation.

“Hear, hear” said the chorus of voices that rose from the assembled Council.

“I would like to ask Winston to chair for me, in that case.”

“Hear, hear.”

An older gentleman with something of a stooped posture, wearing what appeared to be a British naval uniform from the Twentieth Century left a writing desk and took has position at the rostrum in the dead middle of the vast meeting room – it was enclosed by that gigantic rectangular table that squared the room.  A small opening in that table at its apparent head was the access point that had allowed Sir Winston to take his place.

“I am honored, Mr. President; let’s be on with it then, shall we?” he said.

“I once had a similar duty assigned to me in The House of Commons and I was confronted then, as I am now, with the need to ask this question: Mr. President, with all due deference to your aversion for public speaking, we nonetheless need to have some indication of the case you perceive to be at hand. Could you, therefore enlighten us?  You, of course, may be succinct.”

“Succinct is good” seemed to be a murmur from the assembly.

The President stood, rising from his place at the huge table.  Then he put his right hand flat on the table; his left hand he put to his chin in what looked – initially - to be that gesture that always seems seems to imply a pondering mood – Rodin used it with The Thinker - on the part of the person employing the gesture.  But the hand didn’t remain at rest in place on The President’s chin.  It moved up briefly covering a major part of his mouth.  And he seemed to push something in backwards into place; then he removed the hand.

“In the most recent Presidential election in my country a demagogue is being installed. His predecessor is, as we here meet, speaking to my currently living countrymen. He is, with elegance and compassion laying out what they need to do to keep alive that which I and countless others once risked our lives and our fortunes to create.”

This came out in very low, almost mumbled tones; but it was clear enough for all present to hear and understand.

“I want this council to endorse, for all time, for all places and in all causes the things that he is saying; I want the demagogue to be condemned; and I want untruth, lies and falsities to be stated as such by this council, so that down through the corridors of time and into history will leak to each of the the infinite presents the thought ‘we will never give up on our Democracy’ ”.

The President repeated his hand to mouth with a push gesture, dropped the hand, and continued.

“I have requested the Twenty First Century person to be brought here by the Special Courier.”

The President paused for a moment, poured a short glass of water from the pitcher at his place at the table, and slowly drank the water.

Winston chose this moment to speak.

“Pray thee, sir, what has this to do with us?  You have just described the condition of much of the human race at any given point in its long and – many times - dismal histoire.  Demagogues are not a new thing”. What mission do you assign this courier?” 

The President bowed his head, either in sorrow or possibly in thought.

When his head came back level again with his shoulders he raised it upwards, stared at the chandelier in the ceiling, and repeated the hands to mouth gesture again.

“I just want someone to say to my forty fourth successor “ God bless you and speed you Barack.”

Saturday, January 7, 2017

The Remains Of The Year

On 4 January 2017 I left Paris on a plane to Seattle.

I had come the other way on 1 November on a flight to Paris.

I was in paris for 63 days.

How joyful.

If you have looked at this blog over the last two months you will have seen a lot of pictures and some prose about this, my most recent Paris sojourn.

I even posted an opinion about the travesty of trump based on the statue of Thomas Jefferson that is on the quai at Pont Solférino.

I voted by mail before I came to Paris.

So I was sure that Hillary would win.

Back in Seattle on 5 January I was in the garage when a summary of it all – the bleakness of our future here in America - presented itself.

As usual, it was an image, demanding that I record it.

So I did.

Here it is:

How sad.

Monday, January 2, 2017

Nausée All Over Again

I assume there is an opinion that one must respect trump because he is President soon.

That is just another form of conservative bullshit.

When a person defiles an office by his or her presence in it, the office itself is defiled and foregoes mandatory respect until said office is filled at some future time by a non-defiler.

I was bumping up against that thought back on election day.

I had walked down La Seine and gotten to the Passerelle whose name I can never remember – it used to be Pont Solférino – where there is a statue of Thomas Jefferson.

I have always liked that statue – one of the reasons, beyond the fact that it is a good statue and that I admire Jefferson, is because that seemed to be where the largest group of ring droppers (I called them pigeon droppers) used to congregate in their hey day – and on this day, election day, I had some thoughts that were unique to the place and time.

And I took some pictures of the statue.

And then I wended my way on down to La Tour and Pont Bir Hakeem.

Later that evening I posted those thoughts this blog.

"I should note that the Jefferson images caused a sort of – what Sartre et al used to call nausée (as I understand the Existentialist meaning of that word it was not physical; it was spiritual) – la nausée in this case taking the form of abject horror that a list with names like Jefferson, Washington, Reagan, both of the Roosevelts, Jackson, (maybe even Van Buren) both of the Adams, Truman, Lincoln, LBJ and JFK could ever be sullied by the name trump – no matter how brief a time he might have floundered in office to the eternal detriment of the Republic – makes me want to puke forth from both my physical and my spiritual vents.

But other than that it was a real good day."